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this is me

Thursday, 29 November 2012 | 00:44 | 0 weird people

hi and assalamualaikum to my readers!

I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, and yes, no one is perfect. Everybody make mitakes. But we can't blame ourself for what we have done. Past is past. I am out of control and at times hard to handle. This is me, and nothing gonna chane me. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. I love my life, my family and my friends. They're too important to me. They're a part of my life. And they're not even perfect too. But I'm glad to have them and I know they can accept me for who I am.

I do have haters, and I'm sure everyone has. They hate us for their reason. This is what we call "no one is perfect". We can't even stop them from do what they want to. Am I right? So that's why we need a lot of patience. Maybe they were good in lying, but I swear to God that karma will hit them back, one day. God will never let you down.. but people will. Sometimes, I admit that I hate being their haters. I want my old life back, I want to be a girl that always know how to be happy, I want my freedom, I need my own privacy. And please, stop pretending like you know everything about me. If only they know my feelings... hmmm. Sometimes, I feel I do not want to know them at all. But I know I can't never turned back. Life goes on no matter what happen. I do not blame them for what they had done to me, I just wonder how lifeless they are.

Bittersweet memories may hurt, but they've made us who we are. We can never go back, but we wouldn't trade the memories for anything. I envy those who act like nothing is wrong when their whole world is turned upside down. Sometimes I feel like want to scream, yell, and throw things. But I won't. Why? Because I'm not going to give them the satisfaction of breaking me completely. I know, God will never give us anything that we can't handle, so why stress?

They call me hypocryte and so on, oh wait... Do they know they're even hypocrite than me? So yeah, that's life. I can't do anything. They always judge people without mirror themselves. My life is my rights. And they have no right to judge me or even talk something bad about me. They can give me some advice, but it doesn't mean they can simply judge me without knowing me at all. It is so not fair right? Oh god.

Sabar je lahh... haihh. Dah kalau semua asyik fikir nak menang je memang sampai bila-bila lah macam ni kan. Dua-dua dapat dosa. Okay itu memang adil. Saya tak kacau hidup sesiapa, tak pernah. Awak dan awak semua yang timbulkan masalah. Don't you realize that buddy? Oh come on... I had such a great life before, but it suddenly changed when I know you.